I only have about a month left of this semester! YAY! I am sure I am going to end with an A in four out of five of my classes. I ended up withdrawling from Spanish. Withdrawling from Spanish was a hard pill to swallow, but I felt beyond lost in that class. I know I can do it, and looking back I could have put more effort forth. I will take Spanish again another semester. Other than withdrawling from Spanish, I feel very good about school. I am a little intimidated about the classes ahead of me, but I knew this wouldn't be easy. If it was easy than everyone would have their nursing degree! I know I will be Nurse Beane one day!
The days never get easier without Brandon and I didn't expect them to. Overall we are hanging in there and We are already down two months! Gosh. Part of me can't believe that 66 days has passed already and then my heart aches that I haven't kissed him in 66 days. I haven't seen him sleeping in 66 days. I haven't dialed his number in 66 days. I haven't seen him tuck Mason into bed in 66 days. It is rough when I think of it that way. I must admit that I do love the super duper sweet side of him that comes out when he is deployed. When he deploys we have to get a little more creative about expressing our feelings and it makes our relationship stronger. Brandon NEVER EVER writes hand written letters and I about died when I recieved one in the mail. Not only was there a letter for me, but he wrote one for Mason too! He is an amazing dad and husband.
Well this is my life for now. School, deployment, gym, and Mason! I am so thankful for that little monster. He keeps me going when I don't feel like putting one foot in front of the other.
